why i have this anymore haha
im more involved with living life
vs talking about it these days.
not a bad way to go. i'll put
up something better later....
maybe.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Usher
ramey - "i just saw usher at my work haha just thought i'd let you know since you love him"
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Dance Is Life
reallly though. that's all that's been in my mind lately. HiFi, SIO, *TG, workshop, *groove, Fullout.... its taking over!!! hahha if im not dancing or making some sort of choreo, im in school....and if i am in school my mind is wandering off to something dance related hahahah geeezzz! its ok though, dancing is healthy for me. it keeps me occupied and allows me to be creative =].
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thou Shalt Not Be Made Lesser Than Thy Worth
Of all the things we do best we never fail to sell ourselves short.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
10 Years
lance- "Do you ever wonder where we'll be in 10 years?"
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
BtichassSchool
today i officially went back to that horrible horrible place. ive decided that las vegas community colleges are center for all people that are ugly hahahaha really though, there are some weirdddd ass people going there. and then on top of that you get those annoying old people in your classes attempting to make some witty comment that no one laughs at, and then they insist on asking questions every 5 minutes. like what the fuck, how old are you? 42 with 4 kids or some shit? why are you acting so helpless?! figure it out, you dont need to ask the teacher everythinggggg!
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
iNEED
a new phone. its redics. i have to hit it to work, when i text i cant see what im writing, i cant see who calls or who im calling.... just horrible. but on a lighter note, people with legit phones make me smile =]
thnk you troy hahahah
thnk you troy hahahah
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
RiseInPower
There's just so much I want to tell you
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
So
DANCE: Good. Body Rock was legit. So proud of FORM LV for performing with the SD boys, anddd whatuppppp meccamee! go them hah. HiFi just had a couple performances and let me tell you....it was retarded. The DJ at one show decided to speed up our music followed by adding this weird shit at the end and then slowing it down as he pleased. and his explination was "Oh, you guys are still dancing on the a cappella part? I just thought i'd add a little something to your mix at the end." -______- what a fucking idiot. I could kill him. oh and ontop of that there were only like 6 of us so i kinda reblocked the whole set an hour before show time. just wonderful. Other than that, im fuckin pumped for our next set and am trying to actually have a piece or two in there. HiFiLOVE all day.
WORK: Bad. Very bad. hahhaha! Currently looking for a new job sooooo holla atcha gurllll!
OTHER SHIT: Chillin. Life is life. I'm always makin moves and I'm always trying to better myself. Stayin busy. And I love my friends =]
ABOVE ALL ELSE: Transformers and Harry Potter. If you dont know, they are coming our way. Dont sleep.
WORK: Bad. Very bad. hahhaha! Currently looking for a new job sooooo holla atcha gurllll!
OTHER SHIT: Chillin. Life is life. I'm always makin moves and I'm always trying to better myself. Stayin busy. And I love my friends =]
ABOVE ALL ELSE: Transformers and Harry Potter. If you dont know, they are coming our way. Dont sleep.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
FML
Today, i went to take my drivers test that i spent all afternoon mentally preparing for. i waited in line and barely made it for my appointment at 3:30 on the dot. when i finally talked to the man who was to decide my drivers fate, he tells me that my 3:30 appointment was for yesterday. FML
he then proceeded to say "im going to print out a paper right now and show you" follwed by my reply "do you have to print out the paper becuase i really dont give a fuck"
fuckin dmv.
he then proceeded to say "im going to print out a paper right now and show you" follwed by my reply "do you have to print out the paper becuase i really dont give a fuck"
fuckin dmv.
You Asked For It
fengerang (12:20:47 AM): put it up on your blog foo
...................
fengerang (12:29:02 AM): your blog is good too.... the last post.. i almost threw up a little... but it's cute
jerk. always wantin a shout out n shit.
and there you have it you fame hungry mufucker.
as if international fame wasnt enough.
haha
...................
fengerang (12:29:02 AM): your blog is good too.... the last post.. i almost threw up a little... but it's cute
jerk. always wantin a shout out n shit.
and there you have it you fame hungry mufucker.
as if international fame wasnt enough.
haha
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Ojos
walking further and further into the retina past the brown
forgotten in the gaze when youre everywhere to be found
id like to dissect the pupil and cut down my soul from your eyes
shame these real eyes could never realize real lies
bright lights and velvet curtains, my habitat since i was born
now standing still on my stage as i watch you perform
the 4 chambers will never beat and the glare will never leave
as long as i look at the image the mind cannot conceive
the rim where your eyes change from deep brown to white
reminds me of the effect the moon gives to the night
the stars are jealous because without the moon i cannot see
and just like the moon, your eyes give light to me
occasions where our eyes meet i watch you read me like a book
knowing my eyes will always see yours with love in my look.
you really dont have to read these hah
forgotten in the gaze when youre everywhere to be found
id like to dissect the pupil and cut down my soul from your eyes
shame these real eyes could never realize real lies
bright lights and velvet curtains, my habitat since i was born
now standing still on my stage as i watch you perform
the 4 chambers will never beat and the glare will never leave
as long as i look at the image the mind cannot conceive
the rim where your eyes change from deep brown to white
reminds me of the effect the moon gives to the night
the stars are jealous because without the moon i cannot see
and just like the moon, your eyes give light to me
occasions where our eyes meet i watch you read me like a book
knowing my eyes will always see yours with love in my look.
you really dont have to read these hah
Friday, May 8, 2009
Jonah Takalua
i just cant get over this. its fucked up but wonderful all at once. so go ahead and waste a little of your life. enjoy.
all thanks to troy corrales of formality las vegas, i have found this great entertainment. haha
all thanks to troy corrales of formality las vegas, i have found this great entertainment. haha
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Bitches
think and un-think but thats all you can do
think about shit you should clearly see through
whats the value of the bitch thats forever bowin down
always lookin up never rockin the crown
stand the fuck up and take some self implied pride
greater heads dont got shit to hide
how long will you live with your pity crutch
those who thrive on pity dont deserve much
but better yet, deserve nothing at all
waiting for hands to reach out when you fall
asking for opinion when all you need is your own
without someone else's you feel all alone
make progress and start moving
opposite from what youre doing
put the bitches on blast who are too fake to be real
i dont feel bad and please believe i never will
dont need your feet, and i dont need your voice
see through the bullshit and make my own choice
fuck that weak shit, get down with the sick minded
but our train left and youre too far behind it.
this is just for the lame bitches that are infesting our lives. like the fuckin swine flu and shit. ya know....the ones who wouldnt do shit without the approval of the majority, or the ones who are always quick to look for help but cant ever take the time to just look within themselves. concerned with their appeal to the public even if it means loosing a little bit of who they are. you'll never make moves because you cant move your feet unless someone else helps you. think on your own and never lie to yourself. sometimes shit in life isnt about anyone but your damn self, and thats not selfishness, thats finding happiness.
think about shit you should clearly see through
whats the value of the bitch thats forever bowin down
always lookin up never rockin the crown
stand the fuck up and take some self implied pride
greater heads dont got shit to hide
how long will you live with your pity crutch
those who thrive on pity dont deserve much
but better yet, deserve nothing at all
waiting for hands to reach out when you fall
asking for opinion when all you need is your own
without someone else's you feel all alone
make progress and start moving
opposite from what youre doing
put the bitches on blast who are too fake to be real
i dont feel bad and please believe i never will
dont need your feet, and i dont need your voice
see through the bullshit and make my own choice
fuck that weak shit, get down with the sick minded
but our train left and youre too far behind it.
this is just for the lame bitches that are infesting our lives. like the fuckin swine flu and shit. ya know....the ones who wouldnt do shit without the approval of the majority, or the ones who are always quick to look for help but cant ever take the time to just look within themselves. concerned with their appeal to the public even if it means loosing a little bit of who they are. you'll never make moves because you cant move your feet unless someone else helps you. think on your own and never lie to yourself. sometimes shit in life isnt about anyone but your damn self, and thats not selfishness, thats finding happiness.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Area Code 559
saturday april 25th
[phone rings]
me: hello
some black guy: (mumbles)
me: hello?
some black guy: do you know corey?
me: who is this?
some black guy: do you know corey?! (with more umpf)
me: who the fuck is this?! (with even more umpf)
some black guy: i was just asking you a simple question muthafucka, now you got me all riled up n shit!
me: hahahahahahahah
and he was black, im not being racist. hah
chuchhh!
[phone rings]
me: hello
some black guy: (mumbles)
me: hello?
some black guy: do you know corey?
me: who is this?
some black guy: do you know corey?! (with more umpf)
me: who the fuck is this?! (with even more umpf)
some black guy: i was just asking you a simple question muthafucka, now you got me all riled up n shit!
me: hahahahahahahah
and he was black, im not being racist. hah
chuchhh!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Easter Mayhem!
first of all...pictures!
miss sassy & miss cutesy
miss alexis
miss abby
a glimpse of the madness...and miss cutesy showing me her dress
sibling love!
i know im late, but that was pretty much what my easter looked like. babies everywhere, games, food, Filipinos, Hawaiians....daffi, jem, and adonis? they came along for the ride too =] damn this delarama family! they have sooooo many get togethers....and i love it! it usually goes something like this: food and lots of it, babies of all ages playing basketball foursquare video games riding bikes break dancing and running wild in general, moms watching tv talking and eating (maybe even drinking!), and men playing pipito poker or pusoy dos.....with heineken and cigarettes of course. never a dull moment with these people i tell you =]
and in other news... PULSE is in like 0 hours! that shit is to-fuckin-day! fuck! so come and support if you live in vegas...and if you dont start heading here now:
see you there!
miss sassy & miss cutesy
miss alexis
miss abby
a glimpse of the madness...and miss cutesy showing me her dress
sibling love!
i know im late, but that was pretty much what my easter looked like. babies everywhere, games, food, Filipinos, Hawaiians....daffi, jem, and adonis? they came along for the ride too =] damn this delarama family! they have sooooo many get togethers....and i love it! it usually goes something like this: food and lots of it, babies of all ages playing basketball foursquare video games riding bikes break dancing and running wild in general, moms watching tv talking and eating (maybe even drinking!), and men playing pipito poker or pusoy dos.....with heineken and cigarettes of course. never a dull moment with these people i tell you =]
and in other news... PULSE is in like 0 hours! that shit is to-fuckin-day! fuck! so come and support if you live in vegas...and if you dont start heading here now:
see you there!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Television
I am so disappointed. tv fucking sucks ass. im suchhhhh a sucka for those lame ass reality shows that have infested every channel, i dont even know what to do with myself. like tonight for example, i turned it on to MTV, and what did i see? FIRST of all, i know its a joke (or is it?) but that fuckin "im on a boat" bullshit was on! really t-pain?! really?! you got that top hat on all ugly n' what have you next to two white boys that are grilling patties yelling at me to look at their fuckin boat?!? who are you?!!! THEN once that bullshit was over, bitchass lil wayne wana come on playing like 3 chords on this guitar at some show! who the fuck made you punk rock?! this was THEN followed by a reality show. muhahaha like i said, so disappointing....but please believe it gets worse.(and sad-er, brace yourself) i turned to the local news and they found some old womans body half way mummified because she had been dead for 6 years in her house and her skin was stuck to her sheets. i shit you not, this is real life. and i guess the daughter knew about it and was steady stackin her social security checks. and then the next story was about how cops found a backpack in the woods with someones body parts in it. what the fuck las vegas. what are we doing to each other..... fuck you tv, fuck you.
well yea thats all. im sucking big time at this blog shit but whatever, i try.
oh and feng wanted me to shout him out again -______- big ups to him and quest crew tho, dont hate! theyre doing movies and little interviews n shit, go them!
ANDDD *GROOVE this weekend is gonna be sick! and the lovelyzzz are gonna be in town ^_^
ok, the end! freal.
well yea thats all. im sucking big time at this blog shit but whatever, i try.
oh and feng wanted me to shout him out again -______- big ups to him and quest crew tho, dont hate! theyre doing movies and little interviews n shit, go them!
ANDDD *GROOVE this weekend is gonna be sick! and the lovelyzzz are gonna be in town ^_^
ok, the end! freal.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Hip Hip...
HOORAY!.......damn you tfc. you're always on with your fucking shitty actors, lame ass singers, and stupid game shows! always got the volume on all high n' shit fuckin singing and what have you....fuck you!
ahahhahahahah! i dont really hate it that much but dammit man! newhoos...
today i woke up all early n shit, ya know, doin the dance thanggg performing at the library for this charity event. it was fun, performing is always fun =] then we all ate together followed by patti and myself proceeding to run-a-mock. then later on hifi had rehearsal with johnathan from culture shock, and damn that man! he can go right along with fuckin wowwowwee! haha nawwww im jk, im only saying that bkus his shit was so redics and sick. ive decided that i either really really love gay-hop, or really really hate it....in this case i loved it. its one of those dances that i feel like i can get into character. really just feel out the moves and let the music move me. good shit, cant wait to see what that piece will develop into.
well noww im currently bullshitting homework that i NEED to stay ontop of, ANDDDDDDD...ANDDDDDDDDD checking my email which told me that i (ahem), I HAVE WORK TOMORROW! WOOOOOOOOOOO! hahaha no, its not a rumor, homegirl got a J-O-B! i am now employed by none other than American Apparel =] super excited, im also very pleased that they chose to start a nigga at 3 tomorrow, bkus i am fucking tired! and with that being said, im donezo! so goodnight! ^_^
ahahhahahahah! i dont really hate it that much but dammit man! newhoos...
today i woke up all early n shit, ya know, doin the dance thanggg performing at the library for this charity event. it was fun, performing is always fun =] then we all ate together followed by patti and myself proceeding to run-a-mock. then later on hifi had rehearsal with johnathan from culture shock, and damn that man! he can go right along with fuckin wowwowwee! haha nawwww im jk, im only saying that bkus his shit was so redics and sick. ive decided that i either really really love gay-hop, or really really hate it....in this case i loved it. its one of those dances that i feel like i can get into character. really just feel out the moves and let the music move me. good shit, cant wait to see what that piece will develop into.
well noww im currently bullshitting homework that i NEED to stay ontop of, ANDDDDDDD...ANDDDDDDDDD checking my email which told me that i (ahem), I HAVE WORK TOMORROW! WOOOOOOOOOOO! hahaha no, its not a rumor, homegirl got a J-O-B! i am now employed by none other than American Apparel =] super excited, im also very pleased that they chose to start a nigga at 3 tomorrow, bkus i am fucking tired! and with that being said, im donezo! so goodnight! ^_^
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Feb.
wake up from my dreaming and think hard on its meaning
everyday its seaming like something im believing
while i know its just the bad in me bringing out the mad in me
its so sad to see me act so fuckin fragilely
maybe the vauge images and short stories are whats real
the life i live is fake, down to everything i feel
but how can you live two lives and not even know?
how can you survive everyday and still have no where to go?
is my mind showing what my heart is shouting
do i take action or sit still doubting
tick tick theres the clock tick tick and there it goes
hand on my forehead as i stare upward at my toes
reachin for answers as i reach for the sheets
slip myself back into the warmth i always meet
tomorrow i'll wake up just the same as today
mind at highspeed, eyes lookin every which way
fuck it, im over it, to hell with trying to understand
time for the show, and im the biggest fan
poem for Feb. again, not everything i feel, just where i am right now.
and like the poem said, im off to bed, so peace out lurks.
everyday its seaming like something im believing
while i know its just the bad in me bringing out the mad in me
its so sad to see me act so fuckin fragilely
maybe the vauge images and short stories are whats real
the life i live is fake, down to everything i feel
but how can you live two lives and not even know?
how can you survive everyday and still have no where to go?
is my mind showing what my heart is shouting
do i take action or sit still doubting
tick tick theres the clock tick tick and there it goes
hand on my forehead as i stare upward at my toes
reachin for answers as i reach for the sheets
slip myself back into the warmth i always meet
tomorrow i'll wake up just the same as today
mind at highspeed, eyes lookin every which way
fuck it, im over it, to hell with trying to understand
time for the show, and im the biggest fan
poem for Feb. again, not everything i feel, just where i am right now.
and like the poem said, im off to bed, so peace out lurks.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Dela Rama
I know i didn't mention this in my last blog, but thats because it deserves a section all by it self, my nigga this shit is crucial. haha newayssss, i am officially off the market. hahaha ewww! i feel like such a gay for this shit right now! but yea, mr. justin dela rama is my babylove as of 02.14.2009....yes, valentines day, gay, i know. haha and to make it even cheesier his little brother asked out his girlfriend the same day! damn those boys! but yea, vday was pretty cute, just chilled all day with him and at night the delaphat fam went to go eat. (delaphat fam = jnel&peter, ramey&justin, alyssa&randy, allie&jeremy...fuckin losers hah) thennnn when we got back to his house there was kitkats(my fav.) and candles that spelled out "i love you" and roses and a poster that said happy valentines babe AND (brace yourself for the chessyness) the laptop was one playing "our" song. hahaahahahha! im not even going to say what song it is, just know that it was playing hahahah. and yea, then a nigga made it official. ^_^ he's too cute for that one and i am suchhhhh a suckka. ok im done being gay now but here!:
steps&mohawks....n thasss how we do
steps&mohawks....n thasss how we do
Sunday, February 22, 2009
What The Fuck Is New?!
more like "what the fuck isnt new?!" ive been laggin so hard core on this blogging bullshit haha
many many thanngs have been going on, myyy lantaaaa! so i'll just shortly cover all of it...
School: like really csn? i fucking hate you.... you take all my money for books and class, give me suck ass teachers, and hella assignments. i really hate you.... the other day in class i actually shaved my steps back in tho haha at least i find something to do. Oh and i def play Pusoy Dos with Danta in psych.
HiFi: like really hifi? i fucking love you.... hahaha no but really. i really do. we just had auditions so we picked up a few new mamas and im really happy with who we got. i see potential in all of them, and i hope that they can learn to love hifi as much as the rest of us do. we had one rehearsal since we got them and it was pretty sweet dude..... daff gave us an assignment the week before to write why we dance and then we had to share at rehearsal. so instead of writing mine like a normal person i made a fuckin poem hahha i felt like a gay, but i hope the girls liked it. i think they did...maybe.....just a little ;D haha and yea, now i had to send that to the hifi myspace so daff can put me on blast -___- hahah jk, im honored =]]] ohhh and we also had a little performance last night at my nigga Allie's debut. it was funn like always, gotta love showtime=]
Work: i really dont have anything legit for this section...yet! haha im currently trying to find a jobbbb. the last thing i went to was an open call for american apperal. ok so that was thursday night and ive been just waiting and waiting for them to call me back, so then yesterday they called and asked if i could go to premium outlets right away for an hour to talk to some ppl or some shit. and i fucking had to tell them i couldnt make it ='[[[[[[ i was right in the middle of getting ready for the debut and i had to miss it. but i told the lady my situation and said i could do it today and she sounded like it would be ok. HOPEFULLY she gets back at me. freallllll im so down to work over there, cross ur fingers =/
Home: as of lately, i dont really have one of those hahaha i left my moms house and am now just wandering around vegas. naw im kidding, i have a place to sleep, no worries! so now im just out here making my way and trying to make a living. no matter what my situation is i just know that im going to be fine. as long as you think positive and stay determined you'll be successful. thats what i believe anyway. its going to be hard and i know it might get stressful at times, but thats fine with me bkus i have faith in myself and know that everything works out in the end. im happy where i am now and believe that theres no where for me to go but up =]
so thats whats going on with me, i was in need of an update hella bad!
kayyy well im off to do laundry now, then chillin till hifi tonight!! yay!! =]
many many thanngs have been going on, myyy lantaaaa! so i'll just shortly cover all of it...
School: like really csn? i fucking hate you.... you take all my money for books and class, give me suck ass teachers, and hella assignments. i really hate you.... the other day in class i actually shaved my steps back in tho haha at least i find something to do. Oh and i def play Pusoy Dos with Danta in psych.
HiFi: like really hifi? i fucking love you.... hahaha no but really. i really do. we just had auditions so we picked up a few new mamas and im really happy with who we got. i see potential in all of them, and i hope that they can learn to love hifi as much as the rest of us do. we had one rehearsal since we got them and it was pretty sweet dude..... daff gave us an assignment the week before to write why we dance and then we had to share at rehearsal. so instead of writing mine like a normal person i made a fuckin poem hahha i felt like a gay, but i hope the girls liked it. i think they did...maybe.....just a little ;D haha and yea, now i had to send that to the hifi myspace so daff can put me on blast -___- hahah jk, im honored =]]] ohhh and we also had a little performance last night at my nigga Allie's debut. it was funn like always, gotta love showtime=]
Work: i really dont have anything legit for this section...yet! haha im currently trying to find a jobbbb. the last thing i went to was an open call for american apperal. ok so that was thursday night and ive been just waiting and waiting for them to call me back, so then yesterday they called and asked if i could go to premium outlets right away for an hour to talk to some ppl or some shit. and i fucking had to tell them i couldnt make it ='[[[[[[ i was right in the middle of getting ready for the debut and i had to miss it. but i told the lady my situation and said i could do it today and she sounded like it would be ok. HOPEFULLY she gets back at me. freallllll im so down to work over there, cross ur fingers =/
Home: as of lately, i dont really have one of those hahaha i left my moms house and am now just wandering around vegas. naw im kidding, i have a place to sleep, no worries! so now im just out here making my way and trying to make a living. no matter what my situation is i just know that im going to be fine. as long as you think positive and stay determined you'll be successful. thats what i believe anyway. its going to be hard and i know it might get stressful at times, but thats fine with me bkus i have faith in myself and know that everything works out in the end. im happy where i am now and believe that theres no where for me to go but up =]
so thats whats going on with me, i was in need of an update hella bad!
kayyy well im off to do laundry now, then chillin till hifi tonight!! yay!! =]
Monday, February 9, 2009
Big Ups...
to all mahhh haytahhzz! ewww haha well yea, shout outs to you ;D and this shall be my official poem for January, like i said i was going to do. its a little late, but hey, inspiration takes time bitch!
kick down a lyric
leave you fearful if you spill it
such a precious thing to waste
knocking your wind out with distaste.
look my direction slantways in hopes that i wont see it
but in all reality, im just gonna call it how i see fit
we all gotta jump and take flight from the nest sometime
& if it should be Gods will then time is all mine.
there is no room for what the outside looking in has to say about the cracks on the ground
bkus by the time they look up im nowhere to be found.
its all a struggle bustin out the bubble
cause a little trouble & of course, bring back double
we cant make moves dependent on the opposing position
bkus there will be no moves, just stuck in the state of listen.
its greater to speak & be heard than hushed & unsure.
take a chance catch the flight,
live life to its fullest & start tonight.
this isnt everything i felt about january, just where im at right now. many things have happened this month. amazing things. i appreciate it & wouldnt have it any other way. im learning a lot this year already and can feel myself growing as a person. just embrace who you are, what you have, and who you could be. its a beautiful thing....
kick down a lyric
leave you fearful if you spill it
such a precious thing to waste
knocking your wind out with distaste.
look my direction slantways in hopes that i wont see it
but in all reality, im just gonna call it how i see fit
we all gotta jump and take flight from the nest sometime
& if it should be Gods will then time is all mine.
there is no room for what the outside looking in has to say about the cracks on the ground
bkus by the time they look up im nowhere to be found.
its all a struggle bustin out the bubble
cause a little trouble & of course, bring back double
we cant make moves dependent on the opposing position
bkus there will be no moves, just stuck in the state of listen.
its greater to speak & be heard than hushed & unsure.
take a chance catch the flight,
live life to its fullest & start tonight.
this isnt everything i felt about january, just where im at right now. many things have happened this month. amazing things. i appreciate it & wouldnt have it any other way. im learning a lot this year already and can feel myself growing as a person. just embrace who you are, what you have, and who you could be. its a beautiful thing....
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Help.
if you read this, i would encourage you to pray for me. hahaha i feel so gay for saying that but honestly, i wouldnt say it if i didnt need it. shit is redics.... im sure ill write about the madness some other time, but for now all i ask for is a little bit of blessings on my end....even if i dont deserve it.
"...God grant me the courage to change the things is can..."
<3
"...God grant me the courage to change the things is can..."
<3
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Hiney Duck Hiss
have you ever played that one game where you read something and logically it doesnt make any sense but its sounds like a common phrase or whatever when you listen to it? haha sorry if that made no sense, but yea just referring to the title, sound it out ;]
anywhooz, this weekend i cleaned out the garage with my mom (and by that i mean we compact the piles of useless shit against the wall) so we could fit both our cars in, and in the process came across a goldmine. in all seriousness, i was so stoked and still have not calmed down about it. how about i dont tell you just yet...i'll just show you...
yes that is me with the duckhunt gun in the first pic up there! =D AHHHA! folllowed by the best system to ever hit my life with all the old games! thennn my first toy car that i got for xmas when i was about 4 or 5...no i didnt get the barbie dreamhouse, nailpolish, or an easybake oven...i got a toy car, and i loved it =]. followed by an old school sewing machine that works better than most of the new ones ive used. i live for making my own shit which includes but is not limited to shirts, pants (just alterations tho...the fuck i look like), pillows, pillow cases, blankets, quilts, & decorating just about everything. and the last item would be a telescope. a hella old one at that, like made in the 60's. nigga im bout to get on some a-walk-to-remember type shit! <3
BUT since you took the time to read this, i would also ask that you please take some time to pray for my friend Brenda. shes goin through hard times and she needs all the help she can get. thanks.
BUT (p.2)
"i think i deserve some love on your blog... but thats just what i think hahaha
hope your doing amazingly
F E N G"
& there you go niggs. haha
vote for quest crew on mtv bitches
and i will now enjoy watching some stars ^_^
anywhooz, this weekend i cleaned out the garage with my mom (and by that i mean we compact the piles of useless shit against the wall) so we could fit both our cars in, and in the process came across a goldmine. in all seriousness, i was so stoked and still have not calmed down about it. how about i dont tell you just yet...i'll just show you...
yes that is me with the duckhunt gun in the first pic up there! =D AHHHA! folllowed by the best system to ever hit my life with all the old games! thennn my first toy car that i got for xmas when i was about 4 or 5...no i didnt get the barbie dreamhouse, nailpolish, or an easybake oven...i got a toy car, and i loved it =]. followed by an old school sewing machine that works better than most of the new ones ive used. i live for making my own shit which includes but is not limited to shirts, pants (just alterations tho...the fuck i look like), pillows, pillow cases, blankets, quilts, & decorating just about everything. and the last item would be a telescope. a hella old one at that, like made in the 60's. nigga im bout to get on some a-walk-to-remember type shit! <3
BUT since you took the time to read this, i would also ask that you please take some time to pray for my friend Brenda. shes goin through hard times and she needs all the help she can get. thanks.
BUT (p.2)
"i think i deserve some love on your blog... but thats just what i think hahaha
hope your doing amazingly
F E N G"
& there you go niggs. haha
vote for quest crew on mtv bitches
and i will now enjoy watching some stars ^_^
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Five Grand
hola, today was yet again another success. =] i woke up helllllla fucking early, but its ok. cant be mad about waking up next to uhhhh certain someone ;] muahah. neways....my mother and i set out on a mission today and i couldnt be any happier. walking&talking&bitching&shit but what did i finally end up with?! my first car muthafucka!!! freal! are you excited right now? bkus if not, you should be. its a black jetta. yea i know "girly car" (Rance!) but i care not. i will love that thing till i have no more love left haha! thennnn i went to a viewing. i know thats a sad thing and yes i did drop a few tears, but like i said before, its a reminder to appreciate everything i have and it keeps my head on straight. *RestInPeace* next in this day of wonderful madness, i went to groove* dance class, (groovedanceclass.com or myspace.com/groovedanceclass gotta add the plug nawwmsayin?!) and learned a piece from the black man himself, darrell riviera. i liked it, and like everyone else within this community i support them and am VERY inspired by all the amazing things they come up with. THEN if that wasnt enough, right after class i had joint rehearsal with HiFi and FORM vegas where we learned a piece from pat cruz. if you dont know about him, then go to youtube and search away. hes dope, and def fried the fuck outta everyones brain tonight tryna learn his piece and get down his style. fuckinshitss. aha. andd lastly after rehearsal i went to eat robertoes with some of my favorite people followed by us smashing on some rockband at the casa of my bestnigguhh, Rance/Aaron. i would have to say that today was pretty fuckin legit. soo pleased and now i just want a warm shower and my bed to jump into =]
ohh and the title would be referring to the price of the car. not bad braddduhh!
ohh and the title would be referring to the price of the car. not bad braddduhh!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Have Mercy On The Soul
Death is something we will never get used to. when you hear of loved ones passing away, youre never prepared and it seems like theres nothing left for you to do but cry. today i met with some friends and went to the house of a girl we all know whose mother just died. although i was not her closest friend and i didnt know her mom, it still hurts to hold someone in your arms and watch them breakdown over such a huge loss. its a painful experience that hurts not only the family, but an entire community of people. It just reminds me that tomorrow is never promised and neither are the people i care about so i need to appreciate them everyday while theyre still here because you never know. RestInPeace.
on a much much lighter note, regardless of todays event, i did have a good day. i love spending quality time with "special" people haha. theres nothing like straight chillin with someone else, not doing anything important, and just enjoying each others company. talking about anything and everything, not talking at all, making each other laugh, looking at each other, making fun of each other, watching a movie, sharing some cereal, singing, dancing, boxing (with gloves! =D)....the list goes on forever. its like you dont have to force it, theres nothing to work on, and nothing needs to be fixed because it just makes sense. kinda like those massive ass 5000+ piece puzzles. you match the pieces with things that you think might work, you try to force pieces to fit together when you know damn well its not meant to be, and you really just feel frustrated and want to quit. BUT when you do find the right pieces.....the puzzle comes together, and you finally see that you wouldnt have it any other way. its so clear that you kinda wonder why you couldnt see it in the first place. i guess its all just a learning expierience and we have to go through hell first because without all that, we would never be able to fully appreciate what we end up with...
and also...
1. someone came up to me today and asked me if i was in formality. -___- hahahahha if you are a dancer you can see the humor in this. of course i said no.....because if you dont know, thats an all male dance team.....which now that i think about it, if you know me and how i am, i could see why he'd ask that hahahah
2. i heart joey diamond. too bad hes gay. shucks. hahaha
the end!
on a much much lighter note, regardless of todays event, i did have a good day. i love spending quality time with "special" people haha. theres nothing like straight chillin with someone else, not doing anything important, and just enjoying each others company. talking about anything and everything, not talking at all, making each other laugh, looking at each other, making fun of each other, watching a movie, sharing some cereal, singing, dancing, boxing (with gloves! =D)....the list goes on forever. its like you dont have to force it, theres nothing to work on, and nothing needs to be fixed because it just makes sense. kinda like those massive ass 5000+ piece puzzles. you match the pieces with things that you think might work, you try to force pieces to fit together when you know damn well its not meant to be, and you really just feel frustrated and want to quit. BUT when you do find the right pieces.....the puzzle comes together, and you finally see that you wouldnt have it any other way. its so clear that you kinda wonder why you couldnt see it in the first place. i guess its all just a learning expierience and we have to go through hell first because without all that, we would never be able to fully appreciate what we end up with...
and also...
1. someone came up to me today and asked me if i was in formality. -___- hahahahha if you are a dancer you can see the humor in this. of course i said no.....because if you dont know, thats an all male dance team.....which now that i think about it, if you know me and how i am, i could see why he'd ask that hahahah
2. i heart joey diamond. too bad hes gay. shucks. hahaha
the end!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
The Waiting Game
Fein'n for this feeling of falling
blame the clutch or gas, either way stuck stalling
feeble heart couldn't rock the rewind
before realizing she got robbed blind
history left the roots straight smashed and twisted
if you hadn't looked as hard, its promised you would've missed it
the green thumb to stunt the growth of thorns upon this rose
opening doors that take twice as much effort to close
posted with a foundation as firm as a porcelain shell
take it as fake or give faith, there's no way to tell
skipping beats & backward thinking
guard down, doubt shrinking
set aside the feelings, whether into it or opposite, its all the same
we just have to wait for the present to pass as we play the waiting game.
blame the clutch or gas, either way stuck stalling
feeble heart couldn't rock the rewind
before realizing she got robbed blind
history left the roots straight smashed and twisted
if you hadn't looked as hard, its promised you would've missed it
the green thumb to stunt the growth of thorns upon this rose
opening doors that take twice as much effort to close
posted with a foundation as firm as a porcelain shell
take it as fake or give faith, there's no way to tell
skipping beats & backward thinking
guard down, doubt shrinking
set aside the feelings, whether into it or opposite, its all the same
we just have to wait for the present to pass as we play the waiting game.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Sick With It
no but freal tho. i really am sick with a runny nose (yuck), and cough. and if i take deep breaths it sounds like im wheezing n shit. im dying! haha jk. but it has been this way since november. -___- and i know it doesnt help that i continue to go out n kick it...or go to the mountains to play in the snow, but fucks it. i do whut i wawnt! id really like to be better in time for my birthday tho, which just so happens to be in less than a month on FEB 4. so yuh know, presents are always welcome. even in the form of a alcoholic beverage =D ohhhh but something you should get me is this.....
tell me that is not sick?! little foxdog?! holler!....speaking of animals, i went to look for my turtle (King Koopa [like mario bros.]) today; he was all in his shell n even tho i poked him he wouldnt come out, and i thought he was dead!!! D= but thank God for hibernation, as i soon found out thats what he was up too. hmmmm, what else can i tell you readers out there......oh yea! i got my grades for last semster and i passed all my classes! fuckin sweet bro! 2 A's, 1 B-, and a C. vewwy pweased. wellll uhhh yea. i dont have anything worthwhile to say. and this has prob been the biggest waste of your life thus far. too bads so sads. well look forward to poems on my shit tho. im going to try and write one at the end of every month. not about anything specific, just whatever comes to mind. mmmhmmm that about ends it for now, have a good night weenies! =]
tell me that is not sick?! little foxdog?! holler!....speaking of animals, i went to look for my turtle (King Koopa [like mario bros.]) today; he was all in his shell n even tho i poked him he wouldnt come out, and i thought he was dead!!! D= but thank God for hibernation, as i soon found out thats what he was up too. hmmmm, what else can i tell you readers out there......oh yea! i got my grades for last semster and i passed all my classes! fuckin sweet bro! 2 A's, 1 B-, and a C. vewwy pweased. wellll uhhh yea. i dont have anything worthwhile to say. and this has prob been the biggest waste of your life thus far. too bads so sads. well look forward to poems on my shit tho. im going to try and write one at the end of every month. not about anything specific, just whatever comes to mind. mmmhmmm that about ends it for now, have a good night weenies! =]
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