why i have this anymore haha
im more involved with living life
vs talking about it these days.
not a bad way to go. i'll put
up something better later....
maybe.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Usher
ramey - "i just saw usher at my work haha just thought i'd let you know since you love him"
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Dance Is Life
reallly though. that's all that's been in my mind lately. HiFi, SIO, *TG, workshop, *groove, Fullout.... its taking over!!! hahha if im not dancing or making some sort of choreo, im in school....and if i am in school my mind is wandering off to something dance related hahahah geeezzz! its ok though, dancing is healthy for me. it keeps me occupied and allows me to be creative =].
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thou Shalt Not Be Made Lesser Than Thy Worth
Of all the things we do best we never fail to sell ourselves short.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
10 Years
lance- "Do you ever wonder where we'll be in 10 years?"
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
BtichassSchool
today i officially went back to that horrible horrible place. ive decided that las vegas community colleges are center for all people that are ugly hahahaha really though, there are some weirdddd ass people going there. and then on top of that you get those annoying old people in your classes attempting to make some witty comment that no one laughs at, and then they insist on asking questions every 5 minutes. like what the fuck, how old are you? 42 with 4 kids or some shit? why are you acting so helpless?! figure it out, you dont need to ask the teacher everythinggggg!
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
iNEED
a new phone. its redics. i have to hit it to work, when i text i cant see what im writing, i cant see who calls or who im calling.... just horrible. but on a lighter note, people with legit phones make me smile =]
thnk you troy hahahah
thnk you troy hahahah
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
RiseInPower
There's just so much I want to tell you
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
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