Death is something we will never get used to. when you hear of loved ones passing away, youre never prepared and it seems like theres nothing left for you to do but cry. today i met with some friends and went to the house of a girl we all know whose mother just died. although i was not her closest friend and i didnt know her mom, it still hurts to hold someone in your arms and watch them breakdown over such a huge loss. its a painful experience that hurts not only the family, but an entire community of people. It just reminds me that tomorrow is never promised and neither are the people i care about so i need to appreciate them everyday while theyre still here because you never know. RestInPeace.
on a much much lighter note, regardless of todays event, i did have a good day. i love spending quality time with "special" people haha. theres nothing like straight chillin with someone else, not doing anything important, and just enjoying each others company. talking about anything and everything, not talking at all, making each other laugh, looking at each other, making fun of each other, watching a movie, sharing some cereal, singing, dancing, boxing (with gloves! =D)....the list goes on forever. its like you dont have to force it, theres nothing to work on, and nothing needs to be fixed because it just makes sense. kinda like those massive ass 5000+ piece puzzles. you match the pieces with things that you think might work, you try to force pieces to fit together when you know damn well its not meant to be, and you really just feel frustrated and want to quit. BUT when you do find the right pieces.....the puzzle comes together, and you finally see that you wouldnt have it any other way. its so clear that you kinda wonder why you couldnt see it in the first place. i guess its all just a learning expierience and we have to go through hell first because without all that, we would never be able to fully appreciate what we end up with...
and also...
1. someone came up to me today and asked me if i was in formality. -___- hahahahha if you are a dancer you can see the humor in this. of course i said no.....because if you dont know, thats an all male dance team.....which now that i think about it, if you know me and how i am, i could see why he'd ask that hahahah
2. i heart joey diamond. too bad hes gay. shucks. hahaha
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