Hiney Duck Hiss

have you ever played that one game where you read something and logically it doesnt make any sense but its sounds like a common phrase or whatever when you listen to it? haha sorry if that made no sense, but yea just referring to the title, sound it out ;]

anywhooz, this weekend i cleaned out the garage with my mom (and by that i mean we compact the piles of useless shit against the wall) so we could fit both our cars in, and in the process came across a goldmine. in all seriousness, i was so stoked and still have not calmed down about it. how about i dont tell you just yet...i'll just show you...











yes that is me with the duckhunt gun in the first pic up there! =D AHHHA! folllowed by the best system to ever hit my life with all the old games! thennn my first toy car that i got for xmas when i was about 4 or 5...no i didnt get the barbie dreamhouse, nailpolish, or an easybake oven...i got a toy car, and i loved it =]. followed by an old school sewing machine that works better than most of the new ones ive used. i live for making my own shit which includes but is not limited to shirts, pants (just alterations tho...the fuck i look like), pillows, pillow cases, blankets, quilts, & decorating just about everything. and the last item would be a telescope. a hella old one at that, like made in the 60's. nigga im bout to get on some a-walk-to-remember type shit! <3

BUT since you took the time to read this, i would also ask that you please take some time to pray for my friend Brenda. shes goin through hard times and she needs all the help she can get. thanks.

BUT (p.2)
"i think i deserve some love on your blog... but thats just what i think hahaha


hope your doing amazingly

F E N G"
& there you go niggs. haha
vote for quest crew on mtv bitches
and i will now enjoy watching some stars ^_^

Five Grand

hola, today was yet again another success. =] i woke up helllllla fucking early, but its ok. cant be mad about waking up next to uhhhh certain someone ;] muahah. neways....my mother and i set out on a mission today and i couldnt be any happier. walking&talking&bitching&shit but what did i finally end up with?! my first car muthafucka!!! freal! are you excited right now? bkus if not, you should be. its a black jetta. yea i know "girly car" (Rance!) but i care not. i will love that thing till i have no more love left haha! thennnn i went to a viewing. i know thats a sad thing and yes i did drop a few tears, but like i said before, its a reminder to appreciate everything i have and it keeps my head on straight. *RestInPeace* next in this day of wonderful madness, i went to groove* dance class, (groovedanceclass.com or myspace.com/groovedanceclass gotta add the plug nawwmsayin?!) and learned a piece from the black man himself, darrell riviera. i liked it, and like everyone else within this community i support them and am VERY inspired by all the amazing things they come up with. THEN if that wasnt enough, right after class i had joint rehearsal with HiFi and FORM vegas where we learned a piece from pat cruz. if you dont know about him, then go to youtube and search away. hes dope, and def fried the fuck outta everyones brain tonight tryna learn his piece and get down his style. fuckinshitss. aha. andd lastly after rehearsal i went to eat robertoes with some of my favorite people followed by us smashing on some rockband at the casa of my bestnigguhh, Rance/Aaron. i would have to say that today was pretty fuckin legit. soo pleased and now i just want a warm shower and my bed to jump into =]

ohh and the title would be referring to the price of the car. not bad braddduhh!

Have Mercy On The Soul

Death is something we will never get used to. when you hear of loved ones passing away, youre never prepared and it seems like theres nothing left for you to do but cry. today i met with some friends and went to the house of a girl we all know whose mother just died. although i was not her closest friend and i didnt know her mom, it still hurts to hold someone in your arms and watch them breakdown over such a huge loss. its a painful experience that hurts not only the family, but an entire community of people. It just reminds me that tomorrow is never promised and neither are the people i care about so i need to appreciate them everyday while theyre still here because you never know. RestInPeace.

on a much much lighter note, regardless of todays event, i did have a good day. i love spending quality time with "special" people haha. theres nothing like straight chillin with someone else, not doing anything important, and just enjoying each others company. talking about anything and everything, not talking at all, making each other laugh, looking at each other, making fun of each other, watching a movie, sharing some cereal, singing, dancing, boxing (with gloves! =D)....the list goes on forever. its like you dont have to force it, theres nothing to work on, and nothing needs to be fixed because it just makes sense. kinda like those massive ass 5000+ piece puzzles. you match the pieces with things that you think might work, you try to force pieces to fit together when you know damn well its not meant to be, and you really just feel frustrated and want to quit. BUT when you do find the right pieces.....the puzzle comes together, and you finally see that you wouldnt have it any other way. its so clear that you kinda wonder why you couldnt see it in the first place. i guess its all just a learning expierience and we have to go through hell first because without all that, we would never be able to fully appreciate what we end up with...

and also...
1. someone came up to me today and asked me if i was in formality. -___- hahahahha if you are a dancer you can see the humor in this. of course i said no.....because if you dont know, thats an all male dance team.....which now that i think about it, if you know me and how i am, i could see why he'd ask that hahahah
2. i heart joey diamond. too bad hes gay. shucks. hahaha

the end!

The Waiting Game

Fein'n for this feeling of falling
blame the clutch or gas, either way stuck stalling
feeble heart couldn't rock the rewind
before realizing she got robbed blind
history left the roots straight smashed and twisted
if you hadn't looked as hard, its promised you would've missed it
the green thumb to stunt the growth of thorns upon this rose
opening doors that take twice as much effort to close
posted with a foundation as firm as a porcelain shell
take it as fake or give faith, there's no way to tell
skipping beats & backward thinking
guard down, doubt shrinking
set aside the feelings, whether into it or opposite, its all the same
we just have to wait for the present to pass as we play the waiting game.

Sick With It

no but freal tho. i really am sick with a runny nose (yuck), and cough. and if i take deep breaths it sounds like im wheezing n shit. im dying! haha jk. but it has been this way since november. -___- and i know it doesnt help that i continue to go out n kick it...or go to the mountains to play in the snow, but fucks it. i do whut i wawnt! id really like to be better in time for my birthday tho, which just so happens to be in less than a month on FEB 4. so yuh know, presents are always welcome. even in the form of a alcoholic beverage =D ohhhh but something you should get me is this.....

tell me that is not sick?! little foxdog?! holler!....speaking of animals, i went to look for my turtle (King Koopa [like mario bros.]) today; he was all in his shell n even tho i poked him he wouldnt come out, and i thought he was dead!!! D= but thank God for hibernation, as i soon found out thats what he was up too. hmmmm, what else can i tell you readers out there......oh yea! i got my grades for last semster and i passed all my classes! fuckin sweet bro! 2 A's, 1 B-, and a C. vewwy pweased. wellll uhhh yea. i dont have anything worthwhile to say. and this has prob been the biggest waste of your life thus far. too bads so sads. well look forward to poems on my shit tho. im going to try and write one at the end of every month. not about anything specific, just whatever comes to mind. mmmhmmm that about ends it for now, have a good night weenies! =]