why i have this anymore haha
im more involved with living life
vs talking about it these days.
not a bad way to go. i'll put
up something better later....
maybe.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Usher
ramey - "i just saw usher at my work haha just thought i'd let you know since you love him"
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
bossman(erik saradpon) - "Shut up!!!!!!! Take a pic!!!!!! Wth!!!!!!! Dude stop him. Do something."
hahahahah too much to say for now. not up to the challenge. but this is part of what happened to me today. =]
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Dance Is Life
reallly though. that's all that's been in my mind lately. HiFi, SIO, *TG, workshop, *groove, Fullout.... its taking over!!! hahha if im not dancing or making some sort of choreo, im in school....and if i am in school my mind is wandering off to something dance related hahahah geeezzz! its ok though, dancing is healthy for me. it keeps me occupied and allows me to be creative =].
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
the other half of my life, or whatevers left atfer dance, is equally busy. school is a bitchass as always but i did get an essay back with one of the few good grades in the class! hey now! ummm i got a job at polo =] polo tees and khakis alllll day hah. theres also a couple parties going on that im involved in, lexi is having a little debut thangg. im one of her candles/decorations provider/entertainment. exciting! and alsoooo one of my bestfriends since wayyyy back is prego and our other friend and i are planning her babyshower. and amazingly these parties are on the same day -__- fml. hah
well anyways, here are flyers for shitts thats coming up:
go to all of these! =]
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thou Shalt Not Be Made Lesser Than Thy Worth
Of all the things we do best we never fail to sell ourselves short.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Our outer appearance is never enough and always has to be enhanced,
updated, and made more efficient to catch up or stay just a step
ahead. The steps we take are just paces, but add a skin tight
something with a matching pair of heels and suddenly we're something
to look at. Any accomplishment we make is amazing, wonderful, damn
near unattainable......for a girl. Always found to be the lesser of
the two, and yet our efforts are incomparable because they are so
much stronger than the opposing. If men come into play we are
suddenly last pick. And we most certainly are last pick when we do
just that, let men come in to play. The way we put them ahead of us,
its as if it was something in our nature. For the ones we love we
divert from our own heart. Throw caution to the wind and just let
them have us. Leaving nothing but the after thought of "maybe I
shouldn't have done that."
Let us accept what we see every morning no matter how tangled the
hair, puffy the eyes, and pale the face. There's nothing wrong with
pampering, but accepting who we really are will transfer and our lips
will pout, cheeks blush, and lashes lengthen with confidence.
On occasions when we do put on our most head turning neck breaking
outfits, do it with the initial thought that we did it for ourselves
and not to please those around us. When our efforts are
subconsciously pitied on by others or thought of as close but
no cigar, never take good enough as good enough. Work to surpass
yourself time and time again until they cannot do anything but be
defeated with eyes wide, mouths dropped marveling at such an
accomplishment. And above all else when we give ourselves to
someone else, give it with a price. Our love can't be bought
or attained by charm, its as simple as receiving the equal
amount in affection back. But when choosing this individual,
make sure you gave them more than a good look. You can love that
they are witty, outgoing,charming, funny, intriguing, and
have a list that goes on. But these are just traits that can
be found in anyone. You must be in love with that specific
person, loving their traits may last you a couple months
but loving their mind will keep you forever because minds
are unique and one of a kind. We know there are many among
us who fit the first description, so lets not be a statistic.
Let's not have just traits but minds and be for others exactly
what we are looking for within ourselves.
not my typical poem, a lot of myself is hidden in this one. but this is
for all the ladies who depreciate themselves obliviously and need a
little reminder that they are worth much more than they think.
stop being ignorant.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
10 Years
lance- "Do you ever wonder where we'll be in 10 years?"
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
ramey- "I'll either be rich or married."
lance- "Wouldn't you rather just be rich and married?"
ramey- "Well if I'm rich I'll be single, and if I'm married it's because it made me rich."
hahahha
and that's my plan.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
BtichassSchool
today i officially went back to that horrible horrible place. ive decided that las vegas community colleges are center for all people that are ugly hahahaha really though, there are some weirdddd ass people going there. and then on top of that you get those annoying old people in your classes attempting to make some witty comment that no one laughs at, and then they insist on asking questions every 5 minutes. like what the fuck, how old are you? 42 with 4 kids or some shit? why are you acting so helpless?! figure it out, you dont need to ask the teacher everythinggggg!
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
hahah im such an angry person.
oh well, fuck you goodnight. =]
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
iNEED
a new phone. its redics. i have to hit it to work, when i text i cant see what im writing, i cant see who calls or who im calling.... just horrible. but on a lighter note, people with legit phones make me smile =]
thnk you troy hahahah
thnk you troy hahahah
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
RiseInPower
There's just so much I want to tell you
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
but there's nothing I can say
I wish fate would have kept you
away from where you lay
I've never seen so much potential
we were both so young in age
all that's left to see is
what you left upon a page
the colors flow so magnificent
it's like you did it yesterday
why does it have to be like this
why couldn't you just stay
why can't you just be here now
there's so many things you could have done
why can't you just be here now
I need a shoulder to lean upon
I want to hug you and
I want to touch your hand
I want you to give me answers
to things i cannot understand
I want you to be with me
and our older brother
I want you to teach me how to
deal with our mother
I want you to meet him
and tell him he never should have left
I just want to see you
at your worst or at your best
I just want to see you
hugging me you seemed so tall
I just want to see you
not a grave stone horribly small
RIP to all those loved and lost
We know we will see you again
07.31.96
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
So
DANCE: Good. Body Rock was legit. So proud of FORM LV for performing with the SD boys, anddd whatuppppp meccamee! go them hah. HiFi just had a couple performances and let me tell you....it was retarded. The DJ at one show decided to speed up our music followed by adding this weird shit at the end and then slowing it down as he pleased. and his explination was "Oh, you guys are still dancing on the a cappella part? I just thought i'd add a little something to your mix at the end." -______- what a fucking idiot. I could kill him. oh and ontop of that there were only like 6 of us so i kinda reblocked the whole set an hour before show time. just wonderful. Other than that, im fuckin pumped for our next set and am trying to actually have a piece or two in there. HiFiLOVE all day.
WORK: Bad. Very bad. hahhaha! Currently looking for a new job sooooo holla atcha gurllll!
OTHER SHIT: Chillin. Life is life. I'm always makin moves and I'm always trying to better myself. Stayin busy. And I love my friends =]
ABOVE ALL ELSE: Transformers and Harry Potter. If you dont know, they are coming our way. Dont sleep.
WORK: Bad. Very bad. hahhaha! Currently looking for a new job sooooo holla atcha gurllll!
OTHER SHIT: Chillin. Life is life. I'm always makin moves and I'm always trying to better myself. Stayin busy. And I love my friends =]
ABOVE ALL ELSE: Transformers and Harry Potter. If you dont know, they are coming our way. Dont sleep.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
FML
Today, i went to take my drivers test that i spent all afternoon mentally preparing for. i waited in line and barely made it for my appointment at 3:30 on the dot. when i finally talked to the man who was to decide my drivers fate, he tells me that my 3:30 appointment was for yesterday. FML
he then proceeded to say "im going to print out a paper right now and show you" follwed by my reply "do you have to print out the paper becuase i really dont give a fuck"
fuckin dmv.
he then proceeded to say "im going to print out a paper right now and show you" follwed by my reply "do you have to print out the paper becuase i really dont give a fuck"
fuckin dmv.
You Asked For It
fengerang (12:20:47 AM): put it up on your blog foo
...................
fengerang (12:29:02 AM): your blog is good too.... the last post.. i almost threw up a little... but it's cute
jerk. always wantin a shout out n shit.
and there you have it you fame hungry mufucker.
as if international fame wasnt enough.
haha
...................
fengerang (12:29:02 AM): your blog is good too.... the last post.. i almost threw up a little... but it's cute
jerk. always wantin a shout out n shit.
and there you have it you fame hungry mufucker.
as if international fame wasnt enough.
haha
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Ojos
walking further and further into the retina past the brown
forgotten in the gaze when youre everywhere to be found
id like to dissect the pupil and cut down my soul from your eyes
shame these real eyes could never realize real lies
bright lights and velvet curtains, my habitat since i was born
now standing still on my stage as i watch you perform
the 4 chambers will never beat and the glare will never leave
as long as i look at the image the mind cannot conceive
the rim where your eyes change from deep brown to white
reminds me of the effect the moon gives to the night
the stars are jealous because without the moon i cannot see
and just like the moon, your eyes give light to me
occasions where our eyes meet i watch you read me like a book
knowing my eyes will always see yours with love in my look.
you really dont have to read these hah
forgotten in the gaze when youre everywhere to be found
id like to dissect the pupil and cut down my soul from your eyes
shame these real eyes could never realize real lies
bright lights and velvet curtains, my habitat since i was born
now standing still on my stage as i watch you perform
the 4 chambers will never beat and the glare will never leave
as long as i look at the image the mind cannot conceive
the rim where your eyes change from deep brown to white
reminds me of the effect the moon gives to the night
the stars are jealous because without the moon i cannot see
and just like the moon, your eyes give light to me
occasions where our eyes meet i watch you read me like a book
knowing my eyes will always see yours with love in my look.
you really dont have to read these hah
Friday, May 8, 2009
Jonah Takalua
i just cant get over this. its fucked up but wonderful all at once. so go ahead and waste a little of your life. enjoy.
all thanks to troy corrales of formality las vegas, i have found this great entertainment. haha
all thanks to troy corrales of formality las vegas, i have found this great entertainment. haha
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Bitches
think and un-think but thats all you can do
think about shit you should clearly see through
whats the value of the bitch thats forever bowin down
always lookin up never rockin the crown
stand the fuck up and take some self implied pride
greater heads dont got shit to hide
how long will you live with your pity crutch
those who thrive on pity dont deserve much
but better yet, deserve nothing at all
waiting for hands to reach out when you fall
asking for opinion when all you need is your own
without someone else's you feel all alone
make progress and start moving
opposite from what youre doing
put the bitches on blast who are too fake to be real
i dont feel bad and please believe i never will
dont need your feet, and i dont need your voice
see through the bullshit and make my own choice
fuck that weak shit, get down with the sick minded
but our train left and youre too far behind it.
this is just for the lame bitches that are infesting our lives. like the fuckin swine flu and shit. ya know....the ones who wouldnt do shit without the approval of the majority, or the ones who are always quick to look for help but cant ever take the time to just look within themselves. concerned with their appeal to the public even if it means loosing a little bit of who they are. you'll never make moves because you cant move your feet unless someone else helps you. think on your own and never lie to yourself. sometimes shit in life isnt about anyone but your damn self, and thats not selfishness, thats finding happiness.
think about shit you should clearly see through
whats the value of the bitch thats forever bowin down
always lookin up never rockin the crown
stand the fuck up and take some self implied pride
greater heads dont got shit to hide
how long will you live with your pity crutch
those who thrive on pity dont deserve much
but better yet, deserve nothing at all
waiting for hands to reach out when you fall
asking for opinion when all you need is your own
without someone else's you feel all alone
make progress and start moving
opposite from what youre doing
put the bitches on blast who are too fake to be real
i dont feel bad and please believe i never will
dont need your feet, and i dont need your voice
see through the bullshit and make my own choice
fuck that weak shit, get down with the sick minded
but our train left and youre too far behind it.
this is just for the lame bitches that are infesting our lives. like the fuckin swine flu and shit. ya know....the ones who wouldnt do shit without the approval of the majority, or the ones who are always quick to look for help but cant ever take the time to just look within themselves. concerned with their appeal to the public even if it means loosing a little bit of who they are. you'll never make moves because you cant move your feet unless someone else helps you. think on your own and never lie to yourself. sometimes shit in life isnt about anyone but your damn self, and thats not selfishness, thats finding happiness.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Area Code 559
saturday april 25th
[phone rings]
me: hello
some black guy: (mumbles)
me: hello?
some black guy: do you know corey?
me: who is this?
some black guy: do you know corey?! (with more umpf)
me: who the fuck is this?! (with even more umpf)
some black guy: i was just asking you a simple question muthafucka, now you got me all riled up n shit!
me: hahahahahahahah
and he was black, im not being racist. hah
chuchhh!
[phone rings]
me: hello
some black guy: (mumbles)
me: hello?
some black guy: do you know corey?
me: who is this?
some black guy: do you know corey?! (with more umpf)
me: who the fuck is this?! (with even more umpf)
some black guy: i was just asking you a simple question muthafucka, now you got me all riled up n shit!
me: hahahahahahahah
and he was black, im not being racist. hah
chuchhh!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Easter Mayhem!
first of all...pictures!
miss sassy & miss cutesy
miss alexis
miss abby
a glimpse of the madness...and miss cutesy showing me her dress
sibling love!
i know im late, but that was pretty much what my easter looked like. babies everywhere, games, food, Filipinos, Hawaiians....daffi, jem, and adonis? they came along for the ride too =] damn this delarama family! they have sooooo many get togethers....and i love it! it usually goes something like this: food and lots of it, babies of all ages playing basketball foursquare video games riding bikes break dancing and running wild in general, moms watching tv talking and eating (maybe even drinking!), and men playing pipito poker or pusoy dos.....with heineken and cigarettes of course. never a dull moment with these people i tell you =]
and in other news... PULSE is in like 0 hours! that shit is to-fuckin-day! fuck! so come and support if you live in vegas...and if you dont start heading here now:
see you there!
miss sassy & miss cutesy
miss alexis
miss abby
a glimpse of the madness...and miss cutesy showing me her dress
sibling love!
i know im late, but that was pretty much what my easter looked like. babies everywhere, games, food, Filipinos, Hawaiians....daffi, jem, and adonis? they came along for the ride too =] damn this delarama family! they have sooooo many get togethers....and i love it! it usually goes something like this: food and lots of it, babies of all ages playing basketball foursquare video games riding bikes break dancing and running wild in general, moms watching tv talking and eating (maybe even drinking!), and men playing pipito poker or pusoy dos.....with heineken and cigarettes of course. never a dull moment with these people i tell you =]
and in other news... PULSE is in like 0 hours! that shit is to-fuckin-day! fuck! so come and support if you live in vegas...and if you dont start heading here now:
see you there!
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